You know those migraines that remind you that you’re truly a migraineur? Like, all along you’ve been getting regular migraines and suddenly a whopper imbeds itself in your brain? And you have a sudden realization: Damn, Batman, I really am a Chronic Migraineur!
Today’s has been swinging with a gut punch all the day long: I woke at about 11 am with her. She’s taken state in my right frontal lobe – deep. I’ve had a myriad of well-wishes: Is your botox working yet? (Administered 5 days ago, 37 days late of treatment date). And it makes me feel awfully sad to answer honestly: Thank you so much for asking, but, nah, my head is just a bear and botox normally takes a week or two to “kick in,” and I’m so late on treatment that I don’t anticipate I’ll get the same kind of response as usual… botox is cumulative; I’ve got to get into normal on-time treatment, so I anticipate I won’t see real relief until closer to my next treatment in September, God willing. It is genuinely touching that so many people have followed my trials and followed my advocacy. So very heartwarming. The world is full of good people and kind souls.
I stayed in bed today. I changed my head ice wraps every hour. I rotated my medications, but did not overload. I found the most relief with that one med we Chronic Cats are not supposed to use anymore due to high incidence of possibly causing rebound migraine.
But darn it all, if Fioricet isn’t the most reliable medication! I can count on it, working almost 90% of the time! Maxalt works about 55%, Ubrevly about 60%, Reyvow (still assessing this one since I haven’t used it that long), about 60%.
When I had some relief, I was able to work on baby shower plans, help my husband with honey-do items, and cut his hair! Saucy!
Today’s migraine has been brought to me by extreme weather heat, allergies, and a fun 1.5 hour dinner last night with friends in a restaurant! My husband and I are working intentionally to foster our relationships with dear friends: not only are our friendships too precious not to nurture, but it gives me the amazing treat of dressing up like a human being, relishing our Empty Nest phase, socializing and enjoying a nice meal – the leftovers I can eat for days! Such a major WIN for a Chronic!
So now… it’s 4 am and I cannot sleep due to Painsomnia… I’ve taken appropriate medication, have my green light on, and I’ve fired up the Cefaly. Hoping this will put me to sleep… healing sleep.
And I will probably over sleep tomorrow. My husband will wake up at 8, feed the dogs, make coffee, get ready, and give my head a tiny kiss before he heads out to a day in the office for work. I’ll find a cool cup of coffee on my night table when I finally open my eyes and rub away sleep. He is truly the best!
Will I wake up without migraine tomorrow at about 11 am? Will I be able to get dressed and made up while enjoying my favorite podcast? Will I be able to work my biz a little? Work on the baby shower a little? Clean the house a little? Oh what a glorious accomplishment that would be!!!😍 With or without migraine, that would be glorious to have the energy to be that productive!
I’m going to sign off and try to sleep with my zinging and intensly tingling Cefaly and try to sleep now! The TV is on with only the faintest white background noise, and a #BOTOXforChronicMigraine commercial was just played. Oh, the very ironic anecdotes of my Chronic Life!
Peace and love to all who struggle daily! Keep fighting for a Life to Live!
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