20 injections shoulders, neck, jaw, temples, sides and back of head from my Neuro NP Mariah. How migraineurs show love💉 Needles in the head.💜❤💜
Off to therapy.
First, I kept living because I was nursing my baby girl. She needed me.
Later, I kept living because there was no way I could subject my wonderful husband and amazing children to finding my lifeless body.
Now, I realize that even tho I feel like a burden to them and a waste of space, they cannot collect on my life insurance.
I need to keep living. I need to believe it will get better. I need to believe that no matter how useless I feel, I am a decent mother to them and I cannot saddle them with the stigma and burden that their mother took her own life. I can’t do that to them. I have to keep trying. I can’t stop. I need to keep living, loving, laughing. I must.
A biz I can work from bed. Of course, I can’t do it all that well. I lack the ability to hustle, hustle like a Normal. But I’m dancing as fast as I can. And ridiculously passionate about this product. Younique has swept me off my feet… Chemical-free, hypoallergenic, mineral-based and long-lasting. I love being able to look pretty good even when I feel like burnt toast. I also am passionate about making women look and feel confident …it’s the best feeling in the world. My therapist says it’s the RN in me practicing her craft. 🙂 It’s true. 🙂
Those of us who have rheumatoid arthritis tend to be quite familiar with the standard laundry list of symptoms associated with this condition, like pain, joint swelling, andfatigue. Living with these symptoms every day can be quite frustrating. There are also a lot of other symptoms we experience that aren’t discussed as often, yet their impact can be significant. We asked our Facebook Community to tell us what their most unusual or frustrating symptoms are, and here’s what they had to say!
I struggle with fatigueI’m tired all the time
My vision is problematic
My emotions and my cognitive problems can get the best of me
I have trouble with my mouth and throat
It’s like I have the flu
My mobility is troublesome
My internal organs suffer due to my RA
I have joint issues that aren’t the standard ones associated with RA
I have other unusual symptoms
Word for word… Sacroiliac Joint Dysfunction. And my docs are insistent that my RA and SIJD are NOT related! Even tho the RA was diagnosed summer 2013 and SIJD was diagnosed in the very beginning of 2014.
This is not what I grew up with …and I pray everyday I can be this kind of mother to my precious children. Am I too influenced by what I experienced and saw? It drives me to tears of fear almost everyday. And I pray I have not damaged them. So much Guilt, like a heavy cloak I wear everyday.
They are there own perfect people, not mine to own. Only mine to take care of and teach for a short time.
There are only two lasting bequests we can hope to give our children: Roots, to know where home is and Wings, to fly off and practice what has been taught them.