The Bluebonnets are starting to bloom. And just like that – I feel Hope. 

There really is nothing like Bluebonnet season until you’ve experienced it in Texas.😍 

I feel some hope with my chronic cough now that I’ve seen the ENT we have a plan. I feel hope with my body now that I’m just accepting I am a bigger girl and still beautiful. I feel a tiny, tiny sprint of productivity now that I’m going through my closet to organize and purge. 

So there is some Hope springing. Also, today for the first time in many days, my head is at an acceptable pain level where I don’t need a triptan breakfast. And that is something amazing. Right there. Amazing. 

I live a secret life not many Normal people could imagine. But there are more of us than you realize. Just trying to live.