Onyourmark, getset, go…

Renovations from catastrophic leak in April completed yesterday at noon. Family house guests last night, arrival 18:30. Migraine all day. Fake it, fake it. Smile, dammit. Laugh. Be charming and engaged. Push the pain out. Ignore it.

This morning. Migraine. Sacroilliac. Cefaly x2 but I need to shower…I need to move.

In-laws and cousins coming to stay on the lake near our house. Family, family❤️ And the outdoors. Fake it, fake it. Smile, dammit. Laugh. Be charming and engaged. Ignore the pain, push it out. Sunglasses are great.

They’ll be here til Tuesday. I’ll have to go back and forth to visit, go to docs, etc. Wednesday, friends come to town to stay overnight. Have not seen them for 4 years? I want to see them. I want to see and visit with everyone. They’ll stay overnight and leave the next AM. I’ll just fake it. Fake it. Smile, dammit. Laugh. Be charming and engaged. There isn’t anything I can not do.

Friday I leave for Colorado for a mini family reunion. Just me, my parents, 2 of my brothers. Traveling is hard. Just fake it. Ignore the pain. 

“What do we say to Death?”

“Not today.”

Later: head getting worse FAST. Rain storm moved thru. Time to get serious …